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EFerrari

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3. One of the earliest pictures we have of her is in my lap

Fri Feb 3, 2012, 04:26 PM

Feb 2012

when she was a newborn. I was three. When I had my first boy, she came down to stay over and help me figure out how to be a mother. She was all of 16. She was my maid of honor. I coached the birth of her first baby. Her mother is my mom's twin practically, only 10 months younger, and my godmother. I was named after her.

She's being tested today and surgery is set for Monday. It feels like someone is chewing on my heart. I have to go to the grocery store when I stop crying. I miss believing in God.

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My cousin is in the hospital. [View all] EFerrari Feb 2012 OP

Omigod, my dear EFerrari... CaliforniaPeggy Feb 2012 #1

One of the earliest pictures we have of her is in my lap EFerrari Feb 2012 #3

... CaliforniaPeggy Feb 2012 #4

no words xfundy Feb 2012 #6

So, so very sorry to hear this. NRaleighLiberal Feb 2012 #2

I'm probably going to be no good until after Monday EFerrari Feb 2012 #7

very sorry to hear eferrari mdmc Feb 2012 #5

I am so sorry. momto3 Feb 2012 #8

The test results are not good. EFerrari Feb 2012 #9

Oh! hunter Feb 2012 #10

Managed to cook today, couldn't yesterday. EFerrari Feb 2012 #11

i am so very sorry fizzgig Feb 2012 #12

Surgery is at noon tomorrow. EFerrari Feb 2012 #13

My cousin made it through the surgery and was alert and talking after EFerrari Feb 2012 #14

thank you for the update fizzgig Feb 2012 #15

I will light a candle, now. BeHereNow Feb 2012 #16

Thank you. EFerrari Feb 2012 #17

Oh no! Odin2005 Feb 2012 #18