Part two, the morning after....

[FirstLight]

6. yeah, my own guilt is why she's still here...

Abuse ONLY escalates... first time was abt a year ago and she destroyed my electronics...computer and phone...i couldnt acess any of my accounts for days..
second time was verbal in public a month ago...and it was pretty much a whole trip that was blown cuz of her attitude
(supposed to be out honeymoon, lol)

Last night was #3... what's that they say about third time, you're out?

I know she feels bad and has nowhere to go but how do I justify letting this slide when I am still in pain and pissed?


oh...but she is not eating cuz now she doesnt wanna bother me to help her or make me upset.
Now she's doing *this whatever thing* because I am the problem and the one who's mad ...

love that twisted flip they all do