Unless you are this really weak-headed follower. And I am contemptuous of that Frances Haugen, Wynn Williams, Tristan Harris crocodile tears bs.
These people want everyone to waste their time on pointless conversations and worthless bullshit jobs that are lucrative, destroying way more worthwhile stuff like the few people I follow because they are bright in areas outside hard science and they ramp up the austerity and gate-keeping with unfair competition practices targeting first people like me they correctly predict would be least sympathetic from a hard science skill perspective.
Then it will be everyone. I am not a good scientist and I have not been able to improve because of this bullshit. But I am bright enough.
I am shrewd about people and I do not buy any of this. Look I take my lumps. If I cannot be solvent the real way, I withdraw. And I am not histrionic etc. I want to survive.
I come from a matriarchal society with a lot of rather domineering women and so in between outbursts of anger, I loathe that tough female/girlboss shit coming from a family of aside from my mom, very opinionated and bossy women. And I didnt want to be like that and most men I met were randoms not misogynistic because society was not this bad stunningly 15-20 years ago.
This average of lots of backward and regressive or noob progressive..
My grandfather was a feminist who wanted his daughters to major in stem fields and prioritize employment over children.
Like these people have such a limited perspective. They think all women from the global south are like the women who talk to them.
I was trying to be nice. I kept seeming crazy because I tried to leave because I knew it would come to this.
They will mire more and more people. Steve Chun and Yan Lecun would not be able to look me in the eye and deny the reality of what I am saying.
My point is this is above all an economic war of attrition. These mediocre guys are sucking everything away starting with the weakest hard scientists like me and working their way up and I dont mind not having a job or leaving.
I am not covering for thisz
These things..Russian influence etc that these Molly something, Hagar Chemali, Malcolm Nance, these are sleazy dem spook propagandists who do not give a shit about Ukraine or Zelensky anymore than Putin does about anyone. These are gatekept narratives on both sides:
No both sides are not the same.
And I saw ludicrous fucking eclectic and syncretic mix of Steve Bannon, Richard Branson and that ass Ralph Nader.
These people are all narcissists. I agree with DUs mission (though to avoid libel and legal issues for EarlG, I have been in a sort of flailing attempt at balance, gushing about Hawley, Shyam Sankar and Stepfanie Tyler- hey the stupid of the times is catching-a strange mix I threw together to shield EarlG from accusations of Indian influence operations
this is fucking ridiculous.
But my point is EarlG cares. These in it for themselves dem types Reid Hoffman, Tara MacGowan..I saw this style of votebank politics in India polarise people and make things less democratic. And this divide and ruel by spooks.
I have sounded insane for years because I genuinely dont get how these people think. Asiz Huq was correct. You throw away years of legislative decisions, you throw away millions of years of evolution and get these pathetic llms and this fucking awful Maha crunchy and ..
This is stupid and I support Dr Fauci, Francis Collins and Lina Khan and fuck it.
I stand by this post.
These peoples minds are a nightmare. Everytime they talk, there are so many damn logical inconsistencies and highly cloistered and tunnel vision filled views, I
i used to annoy..most everyone by being too theory of eveythjng without the hard skills to pull it off, but I am pleased to announce that I have a fledgling model of the world that isnt this transactional nightmarish hodgepodge of low priority culture wars, fashion sense, impulses and narcissism.
These people all suck.
I didnt go into science for this bullshit. I get preemptively and reflexively shrill.